MY DADDY IS A MINER by Sam Richardson

MY DADDY IS A MINER 

My daddy is a miner. He is very clever. He goes down big holes in the ground and gets black gold out. We put it in our fire and it keeps us warm.

Daddy looks sad tonight. Mummy and him are whispering in the kitchen. They don’t know I’m sat on the bottom stair and I can hear mummy crying. I’m not allowed to be awake this late. I have to get up for school in the morning. My brother is being good. He’s asleep, sucking his thumb like a baby even though he’s five.

This morning Mummy looks sad and I know she’s been crying because her face is red and she keeps blowing her nose. She’s a bit cross too because my brother is being slow eating his breakfast. She says we have to be extra quick this morning. I don’t know why.

I’m scared going to school today. My friends and their mummy's are shouting funny words and throwing things at us. My brother is crying. I ask mummy what scab means. She says she doesn’t know and makes us run all the way to the school gates.

I’m sitting on the bottom stair again. I know I’m going to get into trouble. Mummy and Daddy are arguing in the kitchen. Mummy doesn’t want Daddy to go to work. She says it’s too risky. I don’t know what risky means. Daddy says he has to go. I’m scared if Daddy doesn't get the black gold from the ground then we will be very cold.

Auntie Vi collects us from school today and her face looks very white. I know she’s forgotten to put her makeup on. She always wears makeup and she lets me borrow her lipstick. She says mummy has had to go out for a while so she is looking after us. The nasty people are still throwing stones at us and calling us names.

Daddy hasn’t come home for ages. There are lots of people in our house today. They are wearing black and eating lots of sandwiches. My brother is crying again. He keeps saying he wants Daddy. I want Daddy, but I don’t cry about it.

My Daddy was a miner. Mummy says that he has gone to heaven to do a different and very important job. I think heaven must be a very long way away and Daddy must be very busy, because he still hasn't been home for ages.

© Samantha Richardson February 2024

Probing Deeper by Andrew Bell

It’s a long time since I started probing
those dark inner spaces
and questions
like ‘what is life and has it meaning?’

Well, not much has changed.
But now it’s how these thoughts
might cross over, be put to use
in the life we have built together..

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Leave by Rachel Hilton

They had only been together for a matter of weeks when Cecil asked if Hayley would accompany him on a visit to his parents. He wanted to introduce her to them and thought it would be a good idea to go for a weekend. She wasn’t so enthusiastic and told him so.

“It’s too soon, we need to know each other better before we meet each other’s parents.”

“Nonsense, you’ll like my parents and they’ll like you. They are so easy to get along with.”

He kept on and on at her and eventually she relented. She didn’t want to go, it was more to shut him up than anything. Continue reading

Culture by Joe Lyons

Joe Lyons – one of our ‘virtual members’ – offers this response to our trigger ‘culture’

Culture by Joe Lyons

The cultured pearls around her neck had an iridescent gleam
The smile of pride upon her lips as she took in the scene
When the people who had gathered had the chance to take note
It was all she could do to suppress the thought, not to gloat

This, the main difference between the classes present
Sometimes it is the showing and just being pleasant
With the nature of the classes all you need is self-control
And to remember as in life you are always playing a role

 

Picture credit: http://poetrygroup2015exeter.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/symbolism.html

Definite? by Chris South

Chris’s second piece from triggers Confused – now definite.

Definite? by Chris South

How do I define myself

Am I definite and here

Is this me in the definitive?

It really isn’t clear!

I could be anyone or anything

And anywhere at all

It wasn’t made explicit

From what I can recall

Supposing that I am here

In this body and this mind

And not some other entity

Is this how I’m defined?

By the parameters of existence

Encased within this shell

Futile in its persistence

To embrace this living hell

When life by definition

Is complex and imprecise

That the slightest indecision

Could result in sacrifice

Of the definitely definite

Thing I claim to be

Until I fade into the infinite

And am no longer me!

 

Copyright(c)/C8-@/Frivolous Oblivion/Definite/25/10/2015

An Interview with Life by Steven Halinski

An Interview with Life

 

“What are your credentials?”

“I have none.”

“Are you all together?”

“No, I’m undone.”

 

“Where do you see yourself in five years?”

“Here, with these questions,

With still no answers, I fear.”

 

“What can you offer,

Anything at all?”

“Something, I think

But the chances are small.”

 

“What experience have you

That can be brought to the table?”

“I once burnt my house down

When I misread a label:

The label said: ‘flammable’

I thought it said ‘flame able’.”

 

“Oh…oh no, well at least you’re all right.”

“Oh I know, though the parrot had a fright.”

“Is it all right?”

“No, it choked it and croaked it by fire light.”

 

“Right…

 

…Any other failures

You’d like to share?

Maybe ones with less blood shed

If you’d care?”

 

“I shot myself in the foot

When I was aiming for my head

Only cos I forgot to look,

But I’m useless, like I said.”

 

“I’ll note that down,

That sounds like a skill,

Maybe a better aim next time

And you might make a kill.”

 

I nod in reply,

“That sounds like a plan,

I’m pale and frail

So then I’d have a red tan.”

 

“That’s the basis of the basics

Do you have anything to add?”

“Well, yes, I do…

And to say it

Makes me feel sad…

I know we’ve not always gotten on

I’m lazy and do things wrong

You probably see me as bad,

And want to get rid of me just as bad,

But I’m young.

I’ve been hurt many times –

Even though it’s hard to carry on a life

Like mine…I would still like to try…”

 

“Hmm, you’re not the usual sort,

I’ll give you that,

I’ve dealt with a lot of weirdos

And you still are that…

But a second chance is on the cards

For poor hands in the past have made it hard.

I’m letting you off for now

But I suggest the next time we meet

That you get off your arse and onto your feet!”

 

“Oh and one more thing,

Now that we’re friends –

Please, whatever you do…

Don’t get a parrot again.”